Hello,

There is a first for everything I guess, this being my first blog written in the car. Do I normally get carsick? I normally get carsick really easily so this could be fun….

Here we go,

Hello hello,

Where to start........ I've been thinking about this blog post for over a week now and I keep having this voice in the back of mind saying "ha, what are you going to say now... you jinxed yourself by being so positive, how are you going to turn this into something positive" followed by some bad words and name calling on my own behalf.

Make something of the time your killing

The music starts up, and as the music gets louder my thoughts get louder too. I am in a room full of people. Everybody minds their own business, but still I feel like everybody sees me through my eyes. "I am not supposed to be here, everybody is so fit and then there I am with my mom pouch, fat legs and face full of acne. Wonder what they might think seeing me workout, I really shouldn't be here. I should have just stayed home and worked out in the basement."

What happens to a blogger's inspiration when she is happy? Honestly......inspiration is still there. But the urgency to write and get things of my chest seems to fade.

I was ready to share this story, I had been sure of it all day.... But somehow now that I've got my laptop in front of me the words won't come. I had been keeping a secret for my readers on here. Up until last weekend, I was pregnant and overjoyed. And yes that gives it away. Up until last weekend.

Closing time by Semisonic. I believe I wrote about this song before. 

America